Summer

I wished for summer to come so badly for so long. Now that it's here... I almost wish that it was still Spring and school. I feel like I have so much to do, have no time to do it, and feel like I'm literally treading water. Trying to just keep up but not going anywhere.

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Update for Tali

Sooooo today I was cleaning out my room so that it's ready for my parent's to leave at the end of the summer. Can I just say I hate throwing things out? It makes me uncomfortable. Really uncomfortable. I'm so afraid I'll need that paperclip or pencil later... But I threw a lot away today and felt good about it. And at the same time I found so much that made me smile or laugh or in some cases sort of uncomfortable with my past self. I was incredibly melodramatic. And I know I still am to an extent but we're talking world ending extreme melodrama in every case... It was a really interesting fact to discover.

That being said if I go semi MIA in the near future no offense to be taken please. I'm just trying to figure a lot of things out... things that I know need to be figured out but am not even really sure what they all are. So that being said no matter what I still love you all lots and lots. End story.